I don’t belong here. Do I?

The recent developments have forced me to think again, whether this is the life I wanted? I feel like there is a war raging inside me, one says no, the other tries to comfort me by saying all izz well.

The tag of a ‘software engineer’ used to fascinate me even before I knew its meaning. And now, when I am one, I’m compelled to look into a mirror and gauge myself. I did take the path I wanted to, but somehow couldn’t reach the destination, or I’ve rather changed my destination itself in due course of time. Strange, isn’t it? We often set off on a destined path, determined to achieve our goal, but tend to deviate, and at the end, try to fool ourselves by believing that we have achieved our goal.

I don’t know what is in store for me in the next couple of months, but it will definitely play a major role in deciding my future. All I know is that this is not what I wanted to be. I feel like a stranger in my own world……………